lasted on lunch yest. wow. shocked. aites, i'm not supposed to do tat. but yea, i'm lazy to buy. n if i buy any more food, chances of mi being broke will be so damn high. i need an atm!!!! hahas. i'm juz kiddin.

pon lab today. simply to lazy to get up since dad's in the toilet n i cant bathe. so dilly dally, wasted time, n finally, decided not to go since lcy wun be in klass. met up in sch for lunch. saw his frens, alvina they all. i didnt see him. but yea, lucky we left for the library. studied abit for stats. but i simply dun have the mood. so msged someone so tat i wun be so bored since they were studying. thanx for replying my msges. hahas.

went for dcn. late as usual. den to econs. i passed!! wow. shocked. but tat bitch juz doesnt wan to give mi my another two marks. asshole. blehs. den sat for stats test. i'm so gonna fail.

jm say i look pale. hahas. funny. but yea, i cant be realli bothered. i'm simply too tired for anything now. returned home. went to see room n found fat fat missin. juz as i was switchin on the com, i saw something furry moving. n ta-da~ she was hidin in a shelf. haha. guess she gt chased by berry again.

i read the email huifang senton zodiac. if it's realli accurate, den i supposed he'll forget mi sooner or later. since i didnt meant anything to him in the first place. hahs! but yea, i'm so used to it le. n if it's realli accurate, den i'm so dead. especially those parts on health. hahas.

i'm still so affected. i juz take it as if nothing happened before coz there were too much between us. i tot u would msg. but u didnt. but yea, u dun need mi either.

i juz so wan a surprize now. maybe juz to see u, or juz ur msg. i think the pain is gettin worst. but i wonder, how m i supposed to tell the doc? tell him tat my liver is painful? hah!

there's SIT briefin for the open house tml. boo~ we have to wait bloody long for it. sians.

i'm juz so bored with life lahs. no one to find to go shoppin with mi since everyone's like busy with their life, studies. n i'm supposed to be busy wif my THREE projects. but obviously i'm not.

i've this mindset before. maybe i should die young. though i wun complete much stuffs, but well, there's aint so much to worry bout. even if something hurtful happens, it's juz end with death. n u dun have to suffer so long. coz i simply cant imagine mi being married next time, when i give so much but my husband have an affair or pass away leaving mi behind when breakups are juz hurtful enough. oso, u dun have to worry tat u'll become old n ur guy juz leave u for someone younger n prettier since everyone goes for looks in this world. n at least ur memories will be intact n nice.

sometimes i wonder how did dad managed it?

blah blah blahs.

maybe is juz so tiring to fake happy when u're not.

i think this song is juz so meaningful. wad i wanna express on the girl's part lahs.

things tat i wun find on other guys : you.

i think i'm gonna set password on some posts. figure out my pin if u can for those who hav my pin. if u dun, happy findin out. hint: numbers.

looked thru frenster coz i'm real bored. i need something to do b4 i sleep. it's funny how 'loving' we were n now we're nothing. funny funny.

blah blah blahs. time to sleep. *yawns.